I was three years old when I discovered that Bluebell and Pixie lived in this magical tee. It was clothed in pinky white blossoms, creating the perfect ethereal beauty required by fairies.
In the many happy hours spent with my fairy friends, my lifelong affinity with trees was born.
The rope swing Dad created in a huge pine, allowed me to fly, high amongst the fairies and the branches.
Christmas trees were an absolute wonderment, a freshly cut pine branch (“you never take a small tree before it has enjoyed it’s life,” said Dad) decorated with Mum’s prized pretty baubles and our hand-made paper chains.
School introduced me to the pleasure of books! (…“made from specially grown trees”, Dad Informed me). I sat on the grass outside our one room school, listening with growing excitement as the teacher read daily instalments of the Magic Faraway Tree. More proof that trees are magical. My imagination was ignited!
Grimms’ Fairy Tales slightly dampened my enthusiasm for dark, dark forests, though. But the Swiss Family Robinson surviving on a deserted island in a magnificently engineered tree house, made me yearn to live high amongst the branches!
Of course, Dad and I built a modest tree house in one of the pine trees on the farm. It was basic, but I commanded all the cows, birds and people within my wide-ranging view. A lovely quiet space to read undisturbed by parents or little sister.
The low mulberry tree, with its big leaves, was a perfect hiding space within the garden, its fruit a delicious bonus.
At school, the huge Oaktree was begging for children’s hands and feet to climb up into its leavy abundance. We were all expert climbers, never a tear or an injury. The Oak tree was very old and gentle. Its boughs had spread perfectly for us to scramble up and up!
The glassy leaved Boobialla tree in our house paddock was sprawling over a wide area, with foliage down to the ground. Its many horizontally growing branches were comfortable retreats from the outside world. Inside it, the canopy was light and open with good views of the sky. Often, on moonlit nights, I would creep out of bed and climb into the welcoming Boobialla to look at the moon and the stars. It was my very own secret place.
By nine and ten years, kids from the neighbouring farm and I would ride our horses or bicycles off into the bush for a day’s adventure amongst the tall eucalypts. With a packed lunch and crystal clear creek water, we explored the bush all day surrounded by majestic trees.
Then the fires came. Mum was in hospital, Dad had no one to leave my sister and I with, but he had to help fight the bush fire that was sweeping towards the farms.
So, in the car we went, bottles of water, wet woollen blankets and instructions not to get out of the car at all. Other cars parked on the side of the road around us, as all the men hurried into the bush with water pump knapsacks on their backs and wet potato bags.
It seemed like such a long time, the two of us alone in the car. Then we heard it!
The trees screaming in pain as they burned! Fireballs created by eucalyptus oil exploding above the tree line.
The roaring noise!
The orange colour, the flames, the heat!
The terror!
And Dad! He and the other farmers running away from the angry trees, back to the cars. Driving in a fury to escape the fury chasing behind us.
The cypress hedge along the road at the front, was always manicured by Dad into a long, rectangular bouffant of greenery. It was hollow inside and the hedge trunks were close together, so it was a great hidey spot as well. The dry stems of cypress down our backs were dreadfully itchy, though, and we sneezed for a long time afterwards. An unfriendly tree, in my opinion.
I was perched in the middle of this hedge calmly observing the quietude of the dusty red road, when the School Council’s President arrived. My grandfather lived with us and he reverently took the big box proffered by the President, who was proudly telling him that it was a brand new costume this year. At eleven, I discovered that the Santa at our school concert for the past six years was my very own Grandpa! I never recognised him!
At sixteen, the fragrance of the purple lilac trees outside of my bedroom window, was the perfect backdrop to my dreams about newly discovered boys.
At this stage I was helping Dad cut fallen trees in the bush into firewood. Even at the end of their days, I discovered that the once mighty trees who housed koalas and parrots, were now sheltering possums and kangaroos. They provided my family with warmth and cooked our food.
When I left home on the farm, I travelled a great deal overseas. Trees were always there of course, the tropical palms of Fiji, Hawaii and the jungle species of Papua New Guinea.
But my heart was caught once again, when I lived in Switzerland, by the beauty of trees throughout all the seasons.
My beloved, unchanging gum trees, with their fairy dress flowers of pink, scarlet, crimson and cream had dominated my life until Europe.
The stark bare branches, exposed and shivering in a coating of winter snow. The same trees bursting with the most luminescent green buds in Spring; the fully clothed, dappled shade they provided in summer. Finally, the most spectacular display that I had ever seen by my tree friends. Autumn! A patchwork of hills covered in reds, oranges, yellow! An explosion of fiery trees again, but this time in beauty, not terror!
Trees are a constant in my lfe
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You can tell your secrets, burdens and joys to trees (and dogs).
Trees make me want to sing.
Jill Gaumann
29 March 2022